I lost the beauty of living during my college days.At that time I was a utter failure- at home and at college.My mind was wandering, fearing and not at all suitable for learning anything.I was searching someone who could help me, but found no one! I was a lonely person.
After college, I spend 10 years doing nothing! My best times gone forever.. which made me a dull person. Even today I can not understand why such a silent bad fate happend to me.
Now I am married, having a baby- still I donot know how to go ahead. I donot see anything important or to be valued. Missing something??
Anyway, my thirst to understand the life is always there. Why someone is more healthy,powerful and having all the beauties of life? Why someone is not able to enjoy life as it is?
to be continued...

This is a beginning. Today is first day of october 2009. I would like to share some ideas which I have never shared with anyone in this world.
I am 35 years old, working as mcse faculty at iiht manjeri centre. Married and having a baby.
I am baffled at life. To me life has no meaning at all. I am born and bought up in a Hindu family.I donot know what this religion is!
to be continued.....